when we were younger, we were quite defiant. we're ok. we can & will have babies.

as we get older, we know we have missed several boats. now, we're hoping we're not abandoned yet. we're still trying , always have been but can't say that we've been all out at it. health factors play a big role in our sex life.

watching my nephews grow made us realise what we've be missing. alot. it's heartbreaking at times but wishful thinking is all we have left.

all 3 boys are at a cute age where they are discovering things for the first time. aiman's learning to crawl. qaim is learning to wean off breastfeeding. qaed is also learning to play now.

i do have some regrets but insyaAllah, we'll not quit yet.