Friday, September 30, 2011

Jason Aldean & Kelly Clarkson "Don't You Wanna Stay"

Colbie Caillat - I Never Told You

Kelly Clarkson - Already Gone

Kelly Clarkson-Beautiful Disaster

me sugar & i

8.9 and counting down ....

Thursday, September 29, 2011


my blood sugar has gone down to 9.9!

ok, now to do more to get it lower.

you're tugging my heart strings ... what's up?

or am i tugging yours?

i know you're busy but i am here for you ... i am here.

Wednesday, September 28, 2011

Lady Antebellum - Need You Now (2010 Remix)

hati kerinduan juga ...
since last thursday, my sugar level hasn't come down beelow 10. on that fateful day it was at 14.2. the highest it has ever been for me.

come to think of it ... i haven't been taking care of myself. i do take my meds, glucophage, but when i kept eating/drinking sweet things ... the med won't work.

since fasting month, tekak rasa payau. so i've been drinking mango cordial nearly every day at breaking fast and occasionally during eid. sya buat segelas rasa manis2 buah je, tak masuk gula pun but i guess, bit by bit becomes a whole lot.

the physician at smc is giving me 2 weeks to bring the reading down. if it doesn't, i'd have to start on a new additional med. :-(


Labbaik Allah Humma Labbaik - Haj Nasyid Raihan with English Translation

kerinduan menebal setiap saat ... Ya Allah, ampuni dosa2ku ... bimbinglah daku ....

Monday, September 26, 2011

the whole of last week was the busiest so far for this month ... the highest of high and tonight ... it's the lowest of low.

i can still blog but i am really turned off by fb.

hmm ....

Sunday, September 25, 2011

r u patronising me or am i being over sensitive? ... i'll pick the latter. hmmm....

Saturday, September 24, 2011

would you ...?

when i told my mom ... she doesn't understand.

when i told my hubby, he doesn't understand.

when i told my kakak ipar ... she doesn't understand either.

if i told you, would you understand?

Tuesday, September 20, 2011

date: 20th sept 2011
time: 6.50pm

venue/place: in the elevator of Marc Residence at Jalan Pinang, KL.

my thought as i was looking at my reflection in the mirror in the elevator:

i am not better than you but i am as good as i am. as is. i am one in a million. so are you.

Monday, September 19, 2011

just a small op

... yup, did it.

when i went for a follow-up, i thought DS would've said no need for the procedure ... but she didn't say it.

therefore, last thursday we did it ... just a small procedure mcm buang bisul :p  but i needed 3-4 stitches.

this friday, another follow-up.

Monday, September 12, 2011

mungkin tak jadi op.


it's just a tiny surgery but with a scalpel, needles etc nonetheless!

i've had enough of needles, THANK YOU!

hopefully this wednesday, doc kata takyah op.

Thursday, September 8, 2011

sebulan puasa duk rumah parents .... liatnya nak balik ke rumah sendiri :P

Wednesday, September 7, 2011


  • balik raya ke-3 ke KB.
  • started at 9am, arrived at 9.30pm ... yup, 12hrs plus  a few short toilet stops and a 3+hr jam from Macanh to Tanah Merah.
  • another 12hr drive back to KL. started at 6am, sampai 6.15pm di shah alam. we only stopped about an hour at kuala lipis for food & a nap.

  • both down with fever, flu & coughing since we got back :(

  • am having an ear infection in my left ear and a sinus infection in my right ear ... jalan mcm tak balance je.
  • esok jumpa ENT specialist.

  • pus came out from a cyst in my left breast.
  • panic giler!
  • had a check, neither a benign nor malignant, just a cyst but have to take it out soon. day surgery next week.

5. baru plan nak buat makan2 ajak kawan2 yg dah lama tak jumpa ... kena postpone.