Malam ni, kita berterawih.
Sebelum subuh esok, kita bersahur.
Esok, kita berpuasa.
Selamat berpuasa. Berniatlah dengan elok. Beribadah dgn ikhlas.
Semuanya kerana & untuk Allah Yang Maha Esa.
Being a mom is tiring but so very rewarding when you know what to appreciate and how/what/where/when to find it. Somehow I can't say the same for being a wife of a workaholic hehe haha hehe
Cerita arwah pakcik sya.
Masa muda2, awal2 berumahtangga, tiap kali balik dari kerja, isterinya tiada dirumah.
Tiap senja/petang menjemput isteri tersayang dari rumah mertua kerana tiap hari mak mertua bawak balik anaknya.
Kes tak berkenan dengan menantu.
Tiap hari mak mertua suruh ceraikan anak nya.
Suatu malam, mertua mendesak lagi ketika hendak pulang dari rumah mertua, pakcik hilang sabar.
Pakcik berkata2 dengan suara lantang - aku tak akan ceraikan bini aku tapi bintang sebagai saksi ... Aku ceraikan kau sebagai mertuaku!
That's all I know. Honestly, I don't know what happened after that but they lived happily, Alhamdulillah, till he died of cancer.
In my case ... aku nak ceraikan handphone kau!
Why do people run in circles or parallel to each other and not end up together or come to a middle point to whatever they were chasing in the 1st place?
It's so tiring & exhausting.
So what does one have to do next?
I'd like to say 'try harder' but somehow my mind@heart is saying ... Move on to the next one!
Hahaha ... If only it was that easy ....
I thought I had already started?
Do I need to list the reasons? Tak nak lah! They're the usual reasons.
But I can tell you what I do miss.
Oh, I have been reading but for nearly 4 years, it has been for knowledge - pregnancy, motherhood & food - recipes. Sometimes on relationships, you name it, husband + wife, mom + daughter, friends ... anything else?
Reading for pleasure.
Oh, I do miss reading for pleasure. Being lost in those pages, walking slowly between the lines and miles away in thought ... hingga ke langit hijau! Where is that? Don't know. It's just something my father would say when he doesn't know the answer or not interested in answering. In my case ... lost in thoughts. (sounds so cliche, kan? hahaha)
I've recently started reading a novel. It's like nearly reading my life story ... nearly but not even half there yet as in the book.
What's the title and what's it's about? Hehehe wait for the next entry (if and when I feel like it).