Happy Mother's Day to all who are mothers :o)

You are dearly loved by your loved ones!

i 'talk' too much to my blog.


what can i do?

i have no one to talk to.

everyone's busy. i don't want to disturb anyone.

i keep to myself and to my blog. i also know i have to be careful ...

i wish my blog could reply .... your comments are welcomed too but really, i wish my blog could really reply *hiks*

i want to be happy again. i want to cheer my heart up. i don't like being sad.

i did nothing wrong. u misunderstood me. u want to punish me, go ahead. u are a part of my life but u do not get to dictate whether i am happy or not and neither do i on u. whatever i feel it is because i want to feel it.

i have had enough of sorrow. i want to be happy.

i am happy.

i am happy with my life.

i wouldn't change even one bit of it. i have complained about it but i am happy with how my life has unfold so far. i cherish the ups & downs He has given us to face because He made us value what we have & let go (altho still trying) of what we do not have. i look forward to what Allah has in store for us.

dah beberapa hari sya bersedih. Allah saw my tears, heard my cries & syukur alhamdulillah, Allah menceriakan hati sya kembali. thank you, Allah.

awak menyedihkan hati saya. saya mengalah dan redha dgn airmata.

inflasi ...

duit mengalir mcm air je ... mcm2 nak dibayar.

nak merungut boleh tapi sya nak bersyukur. walaupun lubang poket makin besar, alhamdulillah kami dapat bayar bil2 & hutang2 yang sepatutnya dibayar.

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i reactivated my fb again but with a heavy heart.

it still hurts but i am moving on.

benda baik2 je yg sya nak cari.

blog ini lah tpt sya mengadu.

since i lost J, i keep to myself here most of the time.





if no one is free to take me out, i think i'll just walk to klcc!

i've just discovered Donna Hay & i'm in love with her! wooohooo!

do u tweet?

i've always been wondering abt twitter. it sounds fun.

since there's no fb, i was thinking of giving it a try.

i registered for it.

as i was going thru the process, my mind was thinking what are you doing? twitter is just like fb. if you're going to tweet, might as well as you reactivate yr fb.

it got me thinking.

fb & twitter are not the same ... but similar. why am i doing this??!

lo & behold, i deactivated twitter too!




ok, i'm bored. not that bored but trying to get use to not watching the screen to see if anyone updated their fb so that i can respond ...! hahaha pathetic!

nasib baik ada blog, boleh 'cakap' sorang2!


:oP you win some, you lose some ...

it suddenly dawned on me why there is a gloomy dark cloud looming above my head the last few days.

i think i've over exposed myself and i do't feel good about it.

i'm not suppose to do that to myself but when i write i try to be as clear as possible and there are risks involved.

i'm already taking some time out from FB ... maybe my blogs too? i dunno.

i have to think about it.



hmm....