when you're really excited ... you forget.

now, when you're worried ... you regret.

all i can do now is ... pray.

hope what we have now ... will be alright.



aminn, dengan izin Allah.

sometimes, it is important to take a step back and not rush to conclusions when there could be so many reasons for the situation.

for the sake of my baby, i am taking a few steps back to breathe and let go.

i am giving the benefit of doubt that there can be more than meets the eyes why it is what it is.

sometimes, we are out of synch or just expecting too much.

so, i am taking a step ... a few steps back and wait.


yes, i know ... it is not always about me.


Ya Allah, tenangkanlah hatiku. aminn.

Koleksi Zikir Munajat

miss abah & mama

at 3pm today, abah mama will be flying to Tanah Suci for their umrah.

they'll be away for 2 weeks.

the minute they left the house, i felt so lonely.

i think it's because i am so used to having them around.

knowing that they will be that far away just makes me weepy.

tengok zikir 'Ya Allah' on astro tadi pun made me weepy.

hmmm ... i miss my parents.

semoga abah mama selamat pergi & pulang, sihat & bertenaga mengerjakan umrah. aminn.

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Kak Ija, thank you so much :)

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life certainly looks different now. what used to matter, doesn't anymore. at the end of the day, i am happy. that is all that matters.

i wonder when will come the day i stop facebooking. the things ppl post are getting weirder by the day.

i always thought of it as a tool to stay in touch but now it's a tool sprefing ones agenda and principles. it is still a tool of sharing but a less desired one for me. i need to go bavk to blogging.

facebook bores me.

14 years into our marriage, on the day the world celebrates V-day, the day i still limp & nearly went for a leg xray, we found out that we are 7 weeks pregnant! Allah gives the best surprise when u least expected it. alhamdulillah!

my leg has not healed. after 6 days, some bruises formed on my left foot & calf. i can't walk normal yet.

now at demc for a check up.

my 1st bbq, our family's 1st bbq was a blast! i even made my own mint sauce! alhamdulillah, everybody enjoyed the bbq.

bits of me

i am a bbq virgin.

jill of all trades, master of none but i still run a tight ship, at least in my opinion (yeah, right!).

kaki kiri cramp 'simpul biawak'?

pulled a hamstring?

whatever it is called, sakitttttt!

alone at home.

hubby kena pi sabah @ sarawak today for 2D1N for a work trip.

sedihhh  ... and sakit!

kak ija :)

aslmkm kak ija :)

i just read your entry. tahniah buat kak nora! kalau akak contact dia, sampaikan salam & ucapan tahniah dari sya ye :)


latelt ni, weddings make me cry ... i wonder why? huhuhu

FB

when i take a step back and observe ... there are times FB posts scare me. the things some ppl post & announce are enough to spark a kitchen fight, and a war!

more so the kinds which entwines you to have negative thoughts and join the bandwagon of bad-mouthing, criticising and condemning others.

preachers are abundance too but you can tell a difference between the really 'for the community' than the 'i'm better than you' kind of preachers.

i sit and stare at the screen and wonder ... when am i going to quit this FB?

2nd swim of the year ....

yeah, we know ... infrequent! hehehe

it's a start ... insyaAllah more to come.





some days are too tiring to even change into my 2-piece swimsuit - muslimah one, mind you!