i miss my brothers

at this very second, as i type, i miss my brothers.

i miss them so much.

but oddly enough, i don't remember much about having good times with them when we were young.

what i remember are mostly our fights hehehe ... maybe it's because i am the only girl with two lil brothers who always played together, left me out & ganged up on me when they what something or just to tease me.

i'm 2 years older from Mahd and 4 years older from Muhd.

Mahd is always an 'enemy' because our age is close and we seem to 'fight' to be the eldest. as much as we always bicker, i know he is my protector. he is the protective one. a strong man with the most caring & loving heart. i am proud that he is a Major now with the 10th Paratrooper Brigade in Melaka.

Mud is the baby. he seems to be independent but i'm the one who always looks after him. i think i pamper him since he was small. i'd always wanted a sister and when he was a baby, i usually dress him up in costumes & jewelry hahaha ... he always gets upset whenever i remind him of those memories. he has his own business and i think he's still trying to find the right thing for him to venture into. i wish him all the best.

now all grown up with their own family, we seldom see each other. Mahd lives & works in Melaka but his wife & son live is Kajang. his wife is also in uniform with Kajang's Women Prison. Mud lives nearby in Bukit Jelutong with his wife & 2 sons.

my nephews are the joy of my life. i seldom see them but i adore them so much! we have yet to get the 3 boys together and get a picture.

i hope to see them all soon. i'm the kind who doesn't like to intrude, so ... i don't always go and find them. i'll wait when they come & visit their parents/grandparents.

i miss my lil brothers ....