Steven Tyler

i don't know why some people aren't happy with the new judges on AI.

ok, they're not simon, paula, kara or ellen but steven & jennifer are stars in their own right.

i am in awe of steven tyler, those puckering full lips!

and i love to watch his reaction to each audition. when they sing good, you can see his appreciation of their voices, and vice versa too hehehe

i repeat, i am in awe of steven tyler!

j-lo, ok lah .... but i'd rather watch steven :o)


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it just dawned on me why i am fixated on steven tyler's lips, hubby has full lips too! pucker up, yang! mmuuuuaaaahhh! hehehe

why are you still on my mind?
why do i still wonder what happened?
obviously, you do not want anything to do with me anymore
obviously i am unworthy to be called your friend
i want to move on but clearly i can't
i can't because i still need to know the 'whys'
do i just assume it was my fault, all mine?
it still hurts, badly
don't you miss me as i miss you, my friend?
i assume not.
you made yrself a permanent fixture in my life for more than 5 years
then one morning
u just left without saying a thing
how could u
how could u






bukan benci tapi rindu
bukan marah tapi sedih
terkilan, hairan, kecewa
kehilangan seorang rakan

bila u nak delete i from your fb, wei?!

FB on hiatus

i deactivated my fb.

i think it's only temporary.

such a liberating feeling ... free!



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and it lasted only for a few hours ... hahahaha *sya, sya ... apa daaaaa!*

30 Things Every Woman Should Have and Should Know by the Time She's 30 Magazine: glamour.com

30 Things Every Woman Should Have and Should Know by the Time She's 30 Magazine: glamour.com

Pink - Fuckin' Perfect (Full Song)

Made a wrong turn, once or twice
Dug my way out, blood and fire
Bad decisions, that's alright
Welcome to my silly life
Mistreated, misplaced, misunderstood
Miss 'No way, it's all good', it didn't slow me down
Mistaken, always second guessing, underestimated
Look, I'm still around


Pretty pretty please, don't you ever ever feel
Like you're less than f*ckin' perfect
Pretty pretty please, if you ever ever feel like you're nothing
You're f*ckin' perfect to me!


You're so mean, when you talk about yourself, you were wrong
Change the voices in your head, make them like you instead
So complicated, look happy, you'll make it!
Filled with so much hatred...such a tired game
It's enough! I've done all I can think of
Chased down all my demons, I've seen you do the same


Oh, pretty pretty please, don't you ever ever feel
Like you're less than f*ckin' perfect
Pretty pretty please, if you ever ever feel like you're nothing
You're f*ckin' perfect to me


The whole world's scared so I swallow the fear
The only thing I should be drinking is an ice cold beer
So cool in line, and we try try try, but we try too hard and it's a waste of my time
Done looking for the critics, cause they're everywhere
They dont like my jeans, they don't get my hair
Exchange ourselves, and we do it all the time
Why do we do that? Why do I do that?


Why do I do that..?


Yeah, oh, oh baby, pretty baby..!
Pretty pretty please, don't you ever ever feel
Like you're less than f*ckin' perfect
Pretty pretty please, if you ever ever feel
Like you're nothing, you're fucking perfect to me
You're perfect, you're perfect!
Pretty pretty please, if you ever ever feel like you're nothing
You're fuckin' perfect to me...

i wish i could just walk away ....

leave everything & everybody behind.

walk away ....




can't.

38

in 24 hours, i'll be 38 years old.

wow ...

when i was 17, i never fathom how it'll feel like to be 24 ... and as i grew older, i always felt i was 24.

it all changed when i turned 35. i don't feel like i was 24 anymore ... i actually felt that i have aged. 24 .... zuuuupp! to 35! what happened to the ages in between?

i am excited to be 38. i do feel that i have aged but i don't feel that old.

i know i feel ...
a lil more mature, a lil more wiser, a lil more calmer and alot happier than when i was 24.

my brother celebrates his birthday a day after mine but he's 4 years younger.

we usually have a family birthday dinner.

i am happy to be 38.  i feel settled and calm.

i am going to enjoy my 38th birthday :o)

to delete or not to delete?

there are a few people i would like to delete from my fb but ... we belong to a larger group of fbookers. if i delete them, the rest will inquire (maybe). or maybe i should delete the whole gang? but but ... there are a few i'd love to still keep in touch with.

such a dilemma!

i'll think it over ...

i need to say this ...

I ENVY YOU!



*sigh*

now back to normal. i'm glad you have what you have. i will work for what i want too.




:o)

Happy New Year 2011

Happy New Year 2011!

1st Jan 2011 is coming to an end and I must admit, it's just like any other day.

However, one thing that is exciting is that it is a new year and I have a list of things & plans to do, insyaAllah.

Any new year resolutions?

Hmm... never really had an actually list. But this year, I was thinking along the lines of ....

1. practice more than preaching; still working on this ...
2. each day, do one good thing for my health - jog, swim, walk, stretch ... any thing to get my heart rate up, sweat & increase my stamina! to be accountable, i will record it. still failing at this ...
3. improve my cooking & baking skills, insyaAllah. try new & old recipes at least once a week and record/save it for references. i've made/created so many dishes that i never saved :o(  am trying out new recipes tapi tak sempat ambik pics. i'll try tmrw - lauk asam daging :o)

that's it for now. i don't want anything that i can't handle or do.